Thursday, March 13, 2008

;SECRET, covert, stealthy, furtive, clandestine, surreptitious, underhanded mean done without attracting observation. secret implies concealment on any grounds for any motive secret location>. covert stresses the fact of not being open or declared <covert intelligence operations>. stealthy suggests taking pains to avoid being seen or heard especially in some misdoing stealthy step of a burglar>. furtive implies a sly or cautious stealthiness furtive glances>. clandestine implies secrecy usually for an evil, illicit, or unauthorized purpose and often emphasizes the fear of being discovered clandestine meeting of conspirators>. surreptitious applies to action or behavior done secretly often with skillful avoidance of detection and in violation of custom, law, or authority surreptitious stockpiling of weapons>. underhanded stresses fraud or deception underhanded trick>.

;There are more unknown things to be untold. Things to be kept to myself. For who can i spit it out, a bottle? the mirror that preys my reflection, maybe. I dont know what to do, how to react or should i react. Things are jumbling upside down in my mind, for i keep thinking the worst out of things. May things be good as always, may WE seven-minus-four be as close together forever. "I LOVE YOU" and "I LOVE YOU TOO".


Wednesday, March 12, 2008


GRACE KIM
SOO HYUN,
HUN, PLEASE DONT LEAVEEEE!




Tuesday, March 11, 2008

;Leap Years was a great movie, especially watching it beside you, baby.
With my arm around yours and my head resting on your boney shoulders,
it was so relaxing and comfortable. :] heeehees.

Bucket full of tears at the end of the movie.
Especially after so many things have been happening between us.
Those serious talks about us.
So many true sensible words in the movie that made me relate it to us.

Baby, i love you so.


Friday, March 07, 2008

Your Secret's Safe With Me.

;Something so big to be kept and untold - its hard but its a must.
I find that things have moved quite a bit nowadays. We arent that
cheerful like we used to be, so close like we used to be, and now you
throw me this big part of new you into me that i have to keep, forever,
only me to know. Im trying really hard to do so. Really hard.

Youre just so lethargic these days. I understand. Lack of sleep.
But i missed those times and things we used to do together.
Chit-chatting over the wee hours, laughing till i forget the word
"sleep". But i could hardly even say the word "goodnight" out
loud to you now. One minute we're talking on the phone, or
just messaging each other, the next is just SILENT.
Not a word, not a reply.

When my phone lights up, I immediately pick it up, thinking
its a reply or your call that you said you were gonna call back
in 5mins, which an hour has passed, but it was just "BATTERY FULL".

I miss you alot, ALOT.


Friday, February 29, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAB'S MOM! [once in every 4years]

;Went to Garden Slug with baby and had lunch there :]
The food's really good but aint really that cheap though.

Chilled there and he helped me with my stupid dumb essay.
Baby, im sorray i suck at focusing! geez i kept laughing
the whole entire time. My bad.

Baby had to leave to meet Mel, Han and others to go for
some gig so i went home to have dinner too and also to
complete up my essay which ive to submit by ELEVEN PM.
-End up handing in my ONE THOUSAND words essay
which i roughly took about 12 whole fcuking hours to
do at FIVE AM. Im SIX hours late for my submission!! :]

Dead tired. Shall head to bed, "GOOD MORNING".




Thursday, February 28, 2008

;FCUK YOU WHORE.
-You know what, you should just go kill yourself right now.
I dont get how people can stand you, no, wait, THEY CANT!
Im sorray im being really mean now but youre just ruining
my life alrights. i know i should have respects for you and
whatever shit but you dont deserve mine. you blooday dont.

;Just go sing everyday and sing your damn heart out. may your
new neighbours throw eggs at your door because you..well, dont
really sing that good anyways :] well i dont know who said those
hurtful comments but if its really you, well you should jolly fcuk off.
Anyone else can say it but from you, thats disgraceful. You have
caused so much trouble you dont even know it. Thousands of
people hate you, you dont even know it. You think youre so damn
nice, so damn good and youre the best in the world..KISS ME ASS!

*i know im being rude and really mean to you, even though i totally
should not be doing this and saying these about you, but,
"I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR NONSENSE."

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

;playing Volleyball in the middle of the night at the tennis court
was absolutely exhausting but uber fun :] even though i could hardly
even see the ball coming for me or not.

-and blood bruises are not appealing.


Tuesday, February 26, 2008


;FOOL'S GOLD with sab was awesome.
just like the good ol' times we had :]

"WE'RE FLYING!" ... "YEAAAP!"
"NOW HOW DO WE LAND?!" ... "YEAAAP!"


Wednesday, February 20, 2008

;LATE NIGHT MACDONALDS.





;we just love fooling around and having FUN :]


;Chilling downstairs with Gracie at the fountain
with the kickass fast internet connection :]






Tuesday, February 19, 2008



;STARTED UNBRAIDING MY BRAIDS :]


Sunday, February 17, 2008


WELCOME

TO
BURLINGTON,
CELINE :]


Saturday, February 16, 2008

;SLEEK.


;decorated and enhanced his jeans with
masking tape! :]



;BOO :]


Thursday, February 14, 2008



HAPPY
VALENTINE'S
DAY
EVERYONE :]




Sunday, February 10, 2008

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.






Saturday, February 09, 2008

PHUKET.









;BanThai Resort :]




;One the beaches we went - Phi Phi Don.

;Reunion dinner at Zen jap restaurant.


;Transvestists!
;Preparing for Para-sailing at Patong Beach :]


;In the Tuk-Tuk with uncle, aunt and cousin.


;back home to Singapore.

;Fun and Relaxing trip.but the weather was uber uber hot!
im practically tanned and i feel like an african with my braids :]
Overall it was AWESOME trip.


Tuesday, February 05, 2008

;PHUKET FOR A FEW DAYS.

-toodles all my SWEETIE-PIES.
I LOVE YOU ALL :]

and
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!


Sunday, February 03, 2008

MOM'S WORDS TO ME.
written on her blog.

One can only control own actions and comments but not what others say or do to you. End of the day if your conscience is clear that you have not done or say anything to hurt others and yet you find yourself at the receiving end, being blamed, then you should remind yourself that what others want to do or say is beyond your control. One can only be fair to everybody but one can never please everybody.

To be weighed down by what others say or do to you is never positive or productive. If the accusations are untrue, by all means tell your side of the story. But if the accusations are done behind your back without hearing your version of the situation, the next question will be whether it requires your explanation. If it’s not too serious let it go and be at peace with the knowledge that it’s not your fault.

If it's serious enough and need clarification, ask if immediate response is required because with certain situations time will automatically reveal the truth. This tells you to be patient and at peace with yourself, when you are at peace with yourself the accusations will not affect you. A peaceful person gets strength from a clear conscience, strong enough not to be swayed by false accusations.

Remember, you can only be fair to everyone but you will never be able to please everyone. If you can achieve this you will be at peace with yourself and at peace with everyone.

;Even though its rather difficult for me to understand the entire passage because i dont really have such a smart brain afterall, at least i managed to catch what my mom was trying to say to me. I really love my mom for being there for me all the time and being the most understanding mom, ever. Sometimes i think about it, we hardly have fights, seriously. Its only a little pickering here and there but overall, my mom's relationship with me is awesome. We hardly quarrel, thats cause i think we really understand each other even if we both dont say a word. I LOVE YOU MOM :] We're gonna have a great kickass time in Phuket! -finally a year where you can relax during the hectic Chinese New Year and without the stress of your parents [WHOOPS! did i just say that?] geez, LOVE YOU MOM, again.

Friday, February 01, 2008

LASALLE'S OPEN HOUSE.

;was supposed to go to school at 2pm to grade the hat
and for the White parade but i couldnt finish my hat in time.
damns so i guess i'll have to appeal to get it graded.
yes i agree, I AM SUCH A BITCH [sorraybaby]

But however went to school to get the hair dryer from Romeo.
Aaron came over to burlington and i mistook him for Flaming!
Got hungry so went to simlim to try out the Naan with Chin.
It was alright but i didnt like the oh-so-cold dal :[
Han and Cheryl came over followed by JON and NIZAMZAM.






Thursday, January 31, 2008

;HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, FLAMINGO!!
and HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, ANDY!! :]


;Went for Dahlia's class with Diana.had to do some
experiments about COLLECTING THE SUN.it was stupid but
pretty interesting.hahas we both came up with stupid idea of
putting paper under the sun but realised that Dahlia was saying
that it would take months for the sun to change the color of the paper!
Diana was hungry so we secretly bought Bk to eat during class :]

After school went to meet Sab at Fongseng. We've finally met!!, after so long.
i missed you, babe.heehees it was great to just sit there and talk about our life.
Seems like shes having fun and stuff and yeah, it was really great.
Gonna meet her again on Monday night for dinner!
Went to ArtFriend after that to buy more white paper materials for
the White Project for ThreeDee.

Stayed up the whole night to actually do the hat but i did halfway
and went to sleep, kept waking up then going back to sleep.

Went to Fongseng with Chin at like 3am or something.
My hat looked so so funny please! GEEZ.


R.I.P
BOU BOU
31.01.2008