HAPPPYYY
VALENTINES
to everyone
&
especially my loved ones <3



much love, alee

-this very night, last year, i was at esplanade with my bf & my bf.
this year 2009 , its completely different, they're both far away from me,
but they'll be in heart, forever. <3
i hope this very day will be great for both yall

~

;VALKYRIE -great show id say, cool story.
but hee, okayy yes i did alrights! i fell asleep,
& like totally i mean, BLACKOUT, for like a few
seconds, hahaha well that part was boringg!

& yes i think most of you have guessed it,
after the show & till now, i have no idea nor
do i actually totally understand the entire movie :l


~

;RISE & SHINE TO A
BADLY SWOLLEN EYE.

holyy crap :[


~

;My fortune cookie just said
"You are likely to meet your lifetime
partner if you are single"


ERRRRRRMMM ooooookkaaaaaaaaayy.
hmm, interestingg


im so so fucking tired, 5hours to school.
can i skip lecture? heehee!!! :]]]
ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz

Maybe I`m wrong, you decide
Should of been strong, yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like...you

Couldn`t keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was nothing to compare to

There`s a mountain between us
But there`s one thing I`m sure of
That I now how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

All that it takes, one more chance
Don`t let our last kiss be our last
I`m out of my mind, just to show you

I know everything changes
I don`t care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel about you

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;MURALS MURALS IS FINALLY OVERRRR

the past three days have been a fucking tiring weekend.
heading to school at 9am in the morning, staying till bout 6pm
or so, finishing up painting & whatever. & finally its over.

hahaha open house no more. very happy with our final work.
i think its much much a very good unexpected piece of art.
for a last minute group like us, & a never combined, nor
proper group. well glad everything turned out well.

goodjob guys, well done!
we did it :] & we;re proud of our DINOCTOPUS!!!
go check it out people, lasalle college of the arts.

GOOD NIGHTS i need fucking sleep alrights.
& you, i hope youre doing well okayy <3


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;MEERRRYYY CHRISTMAS
TO EVERYONE YUPPP :]

i miss christmas with all of you.

;okayy, this is quite a funny & surprising post.
well about, let say 3 or 4nights ago? i remember
sleeping, & then felt like a "pop" in my ear, but i was so
damn tired i went back to sleep. & so the next day,
i felt really uncomfortable in my ear, & it really hurts
when i try to yawn, or burp or try to "blow" my ear?

you know like the pressure you get sitting planes then
you gotta "pop" your ears? yeah i tried doing that
thinking my ears may hurt due to like some pressure or
something but it hurts when i try to "pop" it. so i tried
using a cotton bud & dig my ear, maybe its just some dirt
or something but no, felt really uncomfortable. So i got
really frustrated & scared cause i can even hear my heartbeat
in my ear when i sleep. So the following day, my sis accompanied
me to the doctor. Doc used some ear thingy with a build in torch
& looked in my ear & i got really surprised when she asked me
"did you put something in your ear?" , im like "whaaaaat?, no!"

then she asked "or did you lose a earring?" & im like, WAITTT
A MINUTE, I LOST MY EAR STUD LAST NIGHT. & so,
conclusion, youd never believe it, hahahah my ear stud fell
INTO MY EAR!! goodness gracious, cause the doc said when
shining the torch she could see like some metal thing inside,
reflecting the light, so yupp. & then worst, as she was like a temp
doc at the clinic, she had to ask the nurse outside if theres any
instruments to get something out from the ear & then after searching
the drawers, they found it, gosh i bet it aint even clean!!! & so she
tried using it to grab my earring out but know what, the stupid ear
thingy went out of batt so there aint no more light. i was WTF??

So she found a normal torch & after adjusting everything,
she asked my sis to hold the torch for her, tilted down my
head a lil, then lowered her glasses, & inserted the instrument
into my ear to retrieve my ear stud, thank gawd it fell in, stud
first, & not the sharp part first or id be deaf by now dudee!
honestly, fucking scary experience man, & after that i threw the
ear stud away & the doctor asked me, "huh you threw it away?,
arent you gonna put it back?" i was like NOOOO?!!!, cause she
saw that my first ear hole had no earring, but HELLO? THAT
FREAKING EAR STUD FELL INSIDE MY EAR MAN, I AINT
GONNA USE IT BACK, NUTS.

:]

;I was playing my Ds in the car when i suddenly
recall the times when i used to work at Great World
& how youd be at Starbucks & we would use Pictochat
on the Ds & chat together, hah those memories, i'd
only think back at them, & smile at the happy memories.

I hope youre doing great now, havent seen you in ages,
nor heard from you but heard youre okay, so, alrights.


My tattoo itches like a motherfucker, i swear,
aint fucking cool, no. but thank gawd i have spaces
in between my tattoo so i can have a lil scratch
here & there! :]

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;NICK & NORAH'S INFINITE PLAYLIST
is so so awesome, so cute & & niceee :]

I think its so much better than Juno even
though its like from the same production
company or something but the storyline
is so much more interesting. Its like you can
sleep in Juno, but in this, no wayy, & there
are actually parts where you laugh because
its so damn funny & not for the sake of laughing.

& gosh, BLOT, i mean BOLT - whoops!
well i guess most prolly cause i was tired too,
but the show was soooo boring, i mean its
cute, its funny at some points but i kinda think
its a waste of ten bucks on it mann.

I'd confirm be watching N&N for more than once!
& loads loads more movies on the wayy, its like
movie season right now, loads of awesome cool
interesting new movies, yippeeee! :]

-my tattoos's starting to itch after what, three days.
oh gosh its so uncomfortable, especially standing
up after sitting down for some time or sth like that.
hopefully it'll start peeling soon enough & heal fast.

whatever it is, i love love it.
definitely more, SHHHH!

;finallyy!!! I did my very first tattoo.
an ambigram of my name, which can
be read both ways upside down :]
hahah & honestly i'd be lying i were to
tell you "oh nahhh IT DIDNT HURT AT ALL!!"

hahaha seriously, it huuuurts, especially the
middle part of it, superr sensitive mann.
but id sayy, cool experience~ heehee

;I need a guy to ride, ride, ride
I need a guy to make my pie?
I need a guy who's mine oh mine
I need a guy in my life
I need a guy to ride, ride, ride
I need a guy to be my ...
Nobody else cuz he's all mine
I need a guy in my life.. :]

just got back from
;SRI LANKA

-it was an awesome experience, other than the
dirty eeeky toilets, & some freaky places,
the rest was cool. The elephant ridings, horse
ridings, rock climbing (literally), water rafting.

nice getaway trip. tried loads of first time stuff.
& learn loads of knowledgeable interesting
facts & stuff, daaaamn cool :]

overall, REALLY COOL TRIPP

GRACE KIM, IM GONNA MISS YOU FUCKLOADS, BABYGIRL
PLEASE TAKECARE OF YOURSELF ALRIGHTS>
PLAY HARD & STUDY HARD TOO.

YOULL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART :]


Spending all my nights
All my money going out on the town
Doing anything just to get you off of my mind
But when the morning comes
I'm right back where I started again
Trying to forget you is just a waste of time

Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you

All day long, wearing a mask of false bravado
Trying to keep up the smile that hides a tear
But as the sun goes down
I get that empty feeling again
How I wish to God that you were here

Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you

Now that I put it all together
Give me the chance to make you see
Have you used up all the love in your heart
Nothing left for me
Ain't there nothing left for me

Baby come back, any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby come back, listen, you can blame it all on me
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you

I was wrong, and I just can't live

;its 12:05am, 25th November '08.

you've finally turned nineteen. oh well, how time flies.
a year ago, we just recently got together & everything
was so special. If im not wrong, i didnt even got you
anything for your last 18th birthday, im sorryyy.
-maybe just a birthday kiss.

I remember telling myself, after getting you the
tattoo machine for our 2nd month, i was gonna get
you the whole set of tattoo inks, needles, & whatever
shit etc. for your birthday. hahh but oh well, we even
hardly meet no more, i even wonder if you do remember
this friend of yours here! but whatever it is, i just wanna
wish you.. HAPPPPYYY BIRTHDAYY, me special someone.

Like a cherry tree bloomed I can feel the fragrance around A face full of energy and life always radiating happiness with contagious grin beaming from within I salute your unconquerable spirit and persistent determination I admire in you the internal strength and wisdom I treasure your uniqueness the caring heart and adorable smile At times, I wonder how would I say how much you mean to me and how much you have given me the support, encouragement With each additional candle on the cake I contemplate once again how privileged I've been to have you in my life Thank you my dearest for making my life brighter and sweet you are a gift of tranquility in my life It's your birthday and I know, you must be feeling happy today oh well, I may be far from you thousands of miles away from your birthday cake but, close your eyes and look deep down your feelings I am there clapping singing your birthday song holding you in embrace dancing with shear joy so, don't ever think of my absence I'm there with you at every breath of life Happy Birthday, sweetheart.

;2D Review on fridaaayy, goodness.
school is such a killer! :[ i've gotta rush
like a mad ass man, dont wanna fail.

final, final, what to do!

sighhh i wanna get this over & done with.
get wait to get my <3

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Reborn and shivering
Spat out on new terrain
Unsure, unkind, insane
This faint and shaken hour

Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I'm barely making sense
For now I'm faking it
'Til I'm psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again
But this time I as "I"
And not as "we"

Gun-shy and shivering
Tear it without a hand
Feign brave but still intent
Little and hardly here

~

Eyes wet,
Toward wide open freight
If God is taking bias,
I pray he wants to lose

Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I'm barely making sense
For now I'm faking it
'Til I'm psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again
But this time I as "I"
And not as "we"

;SO MAD THAT
I CAN FAAAAART
FIRE BOMBS!!! :O

-hahahahahah
bullshit crap talk.

;It'll be a year today.
but today's just a normal dayy,
i'll never forget those days..

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

"

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…