;im super super tired, it aint funny.
been sleeping only a few hours, then long hours,
then naps, then short hours of sleep, sighh.
its been so irregular i cant take it no longer.

but i cannot give up mann, i cannot fail again.
it so isnt fun at all, no no. it seriously aint cool.
sigh wheres my determination, my perseverance,
my discipline, my strength.

is it true, what i heard. its been in my mind
these days. i dont know what to do, how to
react. hopefully its gone before i knew it.

i need love.