;talking to C for the past nights was actually really cool.
we get to rant at each other all the stupid crap we've been through,
hahah its really heart warming to know about each other.
& what has been going on between our lives.
sweetie i know its frustrating but chill babe :] youre strong hun.
lets meet up soon okay, maybe after i get my tattoo.
then we can flaunt it babyy. takecare youu & yes i will stop hurting myself.

really, i wanna get this over, i really do. its such a waste of time.
i feel so so so stupid at times, hah do laugh at my stupidity please.
i feel useless, so betrayed, so owned biggggg time sometimes.
so not worth it man, so not worth. how you walked on me like this.
shed no more tears you, grow up, im a big girl now. & i dont need a man.

i just need to concentrate on work right noww. peace out fellas!
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